I hate myself, I hate my art, and I hate this fucking planet! What’s the point of creating if nobody gives a shit about it! Nobody cares if you finish something! Nobody cares if you make a joke! And nobody cares if your going through a rough time! BECAUSE EVERYBODY FUCKING IGNORES YOU!!!!!! My art sucks!! No one’s ever gonna love my art!! And no one will ever understand my emotions!! If I ever spilled my emotions on any of my usual sites everyone would either ignore, see me as manipulative, or just feel pity for me!! I just want someone to cut me open and get rid of this fucking darkness!!! I fucking hate myself!! I really really hate myself!!!! And I especially hate everyone that ignores me!!!!!!!!!
This is my vent/sex account. I’ll be post vent and sex art here cuz I don’t know anyone here. Stay tuned for gut spewing vents and blue alien sex. (Oh btw I’m really into Solar opposites)
Joined on 3/23/23
- Level:
- 4
- Exp Points:
- 150 / 180
- Exp Rank:
- > 100,000
- Vote Power:
- 3.89 votes
- Rank:
- Civilian
- Global Rank:
- > 100,000
- Blams:
- 0
- Saves:
- 0
- B/P Bonus:
- 0%
- Whistle:
- Normal
- Medals:
- 15
I fucking hate myself!
Comments
Jesus...
I'm not quite sure what to say to this, besides that I would really like to help you in this situation.
I've taken a look at your art, and it looks amazing. A lot better than mine, I can tell you that much. I would like to look forward to anything else you make if you don't mind. And I hope this helps you in any way. If you ever wanna talk about something, or do anything, I could hang out with you. Or help in any way, if needed. :<
You know, listening to you belt your heart out about you hating yourself and everything else is relatable in a way.
I now that when you're in this state of mind you likely don't resonate with positive or encouraging comments; your insecurities make it likely impossible. All I can really say is that I pray that you don't let that hate and distain for yourself consume you. Keep creating and growing and I have no doubt that you'll make something great that garners alot of praise and attention soon enough.
Yes it's true people ignore little artists when they start. Look at all the artists behind the works you love, do you think they started out being known and famous like that? That success is to fall to them magically? No. It's a story of work, luck, networks and above all perseverance. You have to persevere because one day if you do a good job people will recognize your work.
I looked at your art. I am personally more attracted by the content than the form. It's very important for me to see the emotion of an artist through his work, however you still lack technique, see the fundamentals in more detail, work more and harder. Work better on your compositions and pieces. You lack volume, anatomical knowledge and basics. You can't really draw anything you want without the basics. I wish you good luck, all artists started like you, including me.
https://youtu.be/qpqEE9yU474?si=QLnEAc8fbod3ije3
Here's a video for you, watch it or don't watch it, but if you want to learn how to draw properly and people like your work. Watch the video properly, pause when you need to, grab a piece of paper and pencils and draw along with the person making the video. Everything he says is very important, so listen carefully.
Men3rzStuffz
Whoa dude chill, what's up with you? Tell me what's wrong I wanna help